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2012-01-01T02:28:00.002+08:00

I got caught up on Skype and Facebook and 9Gag and Twitter/Maintenance (=.=)

Happy 2012 :)

Loves.

Every ending is a new beginning - we just don't know it yet

2011-11-14T23:43:00.004+08:00

If there really was five people to meet in Heaven, I have a strong feeling you will be one of them. :)

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2011-11-12T20:17:00.000+08:00

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Hiatus

2011-11-08T00:19:00.002+08:00

So I've got complains that this space has been abandoned. Yes, it has ever since I got back on Twitter. Everything I want to say, I tweet and then there's nothing left to blog about. Afterall, I'm not a word-y person, now am I?

Alright, updates.

1. College & Studies (hah)

College's been pretty much on a standstill at the moment. Some of my batchmates are retaking their examinations and therefore, classes are cancelled. Currently, I have only been attending 2-hour weeks (and then a 3-hour IELTS, how could I forget). Been staying at home most of the time. Studies, homeworks and all that rhymes with it has come to an abrupt halt. Which kills me with guilt, really. But it's gotta stop. I SWEAR, it's gotta stop.

Seriously, my days has been spent waking up at noon, watching TV, having little naps that turn into a 2-hour sleep in the evenings, facebooking and tweeting. That's all.

A needed break? I don't think so.

With an evaluation test at the end of the month - and three-quarters of the syllabus I have no clue about, omfg. Help?

2. Meet-Ups

Ever since the start of the year, it's been busy busy busy - Term test in January, Trial exam in April, AS exam in June, MKM in July, university applications there on after until October. Haven't met up with many of my friends often, and recently I got to spend some time with some of them.

Went for drinks with Bryan, met up with the brother-from-another-motha for movie and for a looooooooooooooong talk, and ice-skating with the pig. Another movie session coming up this week and then hopefully more in December when most of us are on semester breaks. Hee!

3. New Hobby

As I've said, I've had too much time in my hand recently, so I picked up my dusty old guitar (but in the end I resorted to playing my brother's Fina) and started playing chords and songs again. I did try to learn once a long time ago but never got the motivation to keep playing - especially with the first few painful days of learning.

I could proudly say that I'm getting somewhere with this guitar playing. Learnt several chords and am now strumming to a couple of my favourite songs. And yes, I admit I'm a bit impatient - I've started plucking songs without having gone through the basic plucking lessons. I can pluck Silent Night now! Learning Auld Lang Syne (sp?) next, and then My Grandfather's Clock and hopefully, More Than Words mwahaha

Guess that's about the new things in life. God knows when the next time I've got the writing mojo back on. ><

Saying something of that sort, just once is enough. Really. I got it the first time you said it.

Repeating it a thousand million times just gets on my nerves.

I envy you.

2011-09-08T21:38:00.003+08:00

When I've already been over this a period of time ago, the thought came back to me. Why didn't I do it? Why did I contemplate? Why did I let it go?

That feeling when you know you got it right - I miss it. Some would say, what I'm doing now is pretty much the same. Somehow, it isn't. The joy isn't the same. The euphoric moment just isn't there.

Often I read and hear about others and their passion, how they know what they want and what they love and I thought pffft. Please.

But today? Today, I found mine.

I found that passion. I found me. And I'm going to go for it.

It's time I stop belittling myself.

The next few years? Lets think of it as a little diversion. I'll get there one day. I'll be doing what I want to do.

Astronaut

2011-07-29T03:05:00.005+08:00

I have inflicted too much pain.

Said sorry one too many times.

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That look you gave me. Take it back.
The picture you're looking at ain't complete.

11:11PM

2011-06-07T23:11:00.005+08:00

Coincidentally, it was 11.11pm when I opened up the New Post page on blogger.

I always feel a sense of happiness when my eyes catches the four 1s on my clock. And sometimes, I make wishes. Just because. :)

Anyway, that's beside the point.

In 13 hours, I will be saying my prayers to the skies as I get ready to enter the exam hall. In 13.5 hours, I'll be receiving the question paper and in 15 hours, I will be handing my OMR sheet and hopefully, jumping and smiling in joy as I mark the end of my AS examination after 2 gruelling months of examinations.

The final paper!

Wishing all the CIE AS Physics students of 2011 and myself all the very best. :)

Getting It Right

2011-05-02T16:41:00.003+08:00

what can you do when your good isnt good enough and all that you touch tumbles down?

it hurts to be unheard.

The Best Number: 73

2011-04-15T12:35:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was the end of the first week of the ever hectic AS Trial Examination. Some went well, some didn't.

Panic stirred up on Sunday for the Economics papers on Monday. Once that was done, I told myself to relax a little, Accounts is tomorrow. Turned out to be a bad move - I screwed my Accounts paper. Was distraught the whole day after that.

But a certain pink creature sent some words over that has yet again, successfully put a smile on my face. :)

Prepared for Statistics paper the next day with heck loads of past years which was ANOTHER bad move. Did too many questions in the morning before my paper and by the time I got to the exam hall my brain was exhausted, my thoughts were moving so slowly and a simple algebraic expression took me too damned long to solve.

1.456x = 0.198 - 0.13x

*stare*

"Ok... so x is a negative.. I bring it over.....
it should be................ .... .... ... positive. Yes..... right? o.O?"

It's not a hyperbole. It was seriously that bad.

However, once Physics was over, it was all smiles. Came home (home, sweet sweet home, finally!) and had a good 5-hour nap. I would say, considerably the longest and best sleep I've had in weeks.

Then, a good but tasteless (nose of mine never fails to be blocked eveytime I wake up =.=) dinner followed by a comedy-filled night watching The Big Bang Theory until 3am in the morning :D

Dropped mum at work at 7 in the morning, had a good breakfast at my neighbourhood market and then came home to more laughters. TBBT is the best comedy. Ever.

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But the fun ends there :( More exams to come, there's no time to waste. I should get back to studying...

.... after one more episode. :D

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"73 is the best number because it is the 21st prime number. Its mirror, 37 is the 12th and ITS mirror, 21 is hang on to your hats..... the product of 7 and 3."
- Dr. Sheldon Cooper, Ph.D

Explain.

2011-04-09T22:37:00.002+08:00

And as she turned her back and walked away,
the held-back tears finally came crashing down.

I sit here wondering why.

I want to go home.

Like No Other

2011-03-22T12:57:00.004+08:00

It’s currently 1.56am in the morning as I pen this moment down. Everyone is probably fast asleep already, the ones just next to my room, the one up on the 11^th floor, the ones in Block A both ground and 18^th floor. I’ve just been through, perhaps, really, THE most thoughtful and amazing first hour of the annual 22^nd day of March.

The condo doesn’t have any internet connection, so here I am typing this unforgettable moment on Microsoft Word, so that I’ll never, ever forget this feeling I’m feeling now :D

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So the night started off with me overnapping in the evening, then rushing for dinner, and scolding myself for being late for a meeting at 8. Rushed up to the 11^th floor but no one was there. No signs of the President, Secretary nor the Event Directors. Vice Secretary was having a delicious-looking plate of spaghetti though =P

I was early. Hm.

Wai Yee came up a few minutes later – all geared up with her laptop and cables. She then made a few calls and then announced meeting was cancelled because Ms. President forgot about the meeting. I was like WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT! Of course, I was damn happy there wasn’t gonna be a meeting =P But. I RUSHED AND DIDNT HAVE A SATISFYING DINNER! :(

Anyway... Went back down to my unit, and started during Economics tutorial. At 12am, a text message came in. First REAL birthday message! =D

Thank you Ken Lin for the so-very punctual wish! It made me smile after a series of badly-done Economics tutorials. :D

Mummy called me a few minutes later, Daddy sang me a birthday song through the phone, and Kor gave me a virtual kiss! Of course, then there was a series of virtual kisses going back and forth from my phone to my Mum’s. :$

So there I was talking on the phone when suddenly the whole unit went pitch black. Apparently there was a short-circuit. Saw that Shan Wei was taking care of the problem, I walked back into my room and then through the connecting toilet’s door, in came Livia and Wai Yee – one holding a cake and one holding a camera – singing Happy Birthday! I was caught offguard and I practically shouted > <

So there wasn’t really a meeting and there wasn’t really a short circuit. It was all planned by 5 lovely girls I met back in June 2010 for my 19^th birthday – my first birthday away from home!

I was out of words. My cheeks hurt from smiling. I didn’t know how to react!

Took pictures, then sat and talked for a bit, moved from the living room to the dining area, where we complained how the cleaner keeps stealing our food – my almost full cookie box is now almost empty! – and how whatever Livia likes, I don’t, and whatever I like, Livia doesn’t =(

Then someone commented – I have no idea who – that there was a dark figure who just passed by our window. Then Xing Min came in with his laptop and Wei Yuan screamed!

So next up in the list – Thank you Xing Min, for the beautiful video! I really really like it – THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH!! I hope it didn’t take too much of your study time! And don’t worry about your test, I’m sure you’ll do better in the future! =DDD I hereby, forgive you for lying to me about your Kuching electricity bicycle lifestyle! :P

Also, thank you to all who helped in the making of the video – in no specific order:

Lily – Thankyou for the “All the best up to degree” wish! I LOVE the smile you had on at the end! Hahaha :P

Ilham – I hope to see you in England too! Or in Economics class tomorrow! =P

Dan – DAN! Hahaha Thank you, and may YOU get your driving license ASAP too! ;)

Farah – Thank you Farah! I’ll remember what you say – never stop smiling even in the worst of times! :D

Daryl – The 2 takes is really epic. Seriously! May we have more dinners together and more jokes to laugh about! =D

Ken Lin – THANKYOU!!!! And don’t worry, your video is as good as Daryl’s! =P

Garan – Thankyou to you too for being such a nice person! And I love your ability to always make people think in a different way – especially on your Moral presentation! And I’m so sorry your sleep was disturbed!

Kevin – HI KEVIN! THANKYOU FOR THE WISH! :D

Arvin –Birthday wish in the middle of Further Maths tutorials, eh? Hahaha thankyou!!! :D PEACE! =D

Dev – Dev Dev Dev Dev! Fundraising mastermind – yes we will make MKM better! And it’s all up to you and your team to come up with brilliant money-making activities! Thank you for the wish and I DO need good luck! Hahaha! You are a really great person to work with – may the upcoming fundraising activities be LESS STRESSFUL! I’m still waiting for that second round of Ramly burger! :D

Tee Jin – Thank you for just being in the video with all your funny faces! =P

Jin Lui – Thank you and may we enjoy OUR lives in KDU! =D

Mim & Anis – You girls are just adorable in the video! Thank you for the wish! May God bless both of you too! :D

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That was it – my 19^th birthday celebration at 12am in the morning. Everyone returned to their unit and respective rooms. My phone battery died – again!

Charged it and turned it on – as instructed =P – and got a text message, saying:
“Go to ur room, close the door, look beneath ur bed and open your eyes :)”

And so I did. I didn’t close the door, and my eyes were already wide open. =P Sitting sneakily under my bed was a bag and in it a huge silver box, all donned up in pink ribbon! I went “OH MY GOD!” over and over again ><

Then Shan Wei and Wei Yuan JUST HAD TO SCARE ME by saying, “Be careful ah, open slowly! It may be a snake inside! Or a spider!” And so I opened the box from a distance =___________= I feel so stupid now. LOL

The lid came off, and in the box, there was no snake, no spider, no scary pop-out clowns. Inside the box, was a LOT of sweets, snacks, and cookies!

And the best part of the gift? The handwritten card! =)

Yes you can see that the smile is like. Plastered on my face :D

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Pig;

the gift and the whole surprise is truly amazing. I love it to bits! Now there will never be a hungry me studying late into the night! (Actually I kinda am abit hungry now.....) I love the way you mash all our conversations up and pick out the really small details and make it so beautiful! The box, the fish-y jokes, the grocery shopping, and your hatred towards cookies! And the pictures – thankyou. This card will be the first thing that will be in the box (after all the snacks are gone!) And really, I cannot thank you enough. Thank you for the cake, thankyou for driving all the way to KL just to get it, and how you had to go to another place to buy the candle and the lighter because THINGS JUST DONT COME TOGETHER! Thankyou for giving me the first thing that means the world to me! Thank you for letting me feel the feeling of having something so memorable that I will (I REALLY THINK I WILL) cry, years later when I open up the box and look through the things I keep inside! Thank you, for such an amazing 19^th!! <3!

Dear;
my twin! :)) Zhen de xie xie ni kei wo ee ke hen unforgettable de birthday! (Sorry I know my mandarin very bad! :() Thank you for always waking me up in the morning whenever I miss my alarm. And your short-circuit idea is REALLY SMART! And thankyou for the advice – I will try to be mean next time! And, you be my bodyguard too, ok? :D And thankyou for always teaching me Mandarin! And making me realise how English can never truly express one person’s feeling - like the “bu suang” feeling! You’re a really, really nice person and may we extend our memories up till we reach England – and maybe until we work in the same department for JPA! =P Thank you, dear!! :*

Hyper girl;
you are really one of a kind. Always happy, always smiling! I love your birthday wish in the video – the way you sang Happy Birthday, the way your eyes curl up when you smile, and the way you pictured my powerful finger! Thank you for always being the latest one out the door so I didn’t look like I was the latest eventhough I really am the latest to wake up and slowest one to get ready! Hahahah! Just joking =PP Thank you for the wonderful celebration, and I hope you will continue smiling everyday. Emo moments go away! :D I also hope that one day, my finger will not be powerful anymore – that is the day, you will have passed the “Anti-ticklish” lessons from Jolyn Tan! =P OH OH OH, and thankyou for always letting me pass by your toilet whenever I forget my keys! :P *BIG BIG HUG!!!!*

Suju Girl;
your meeting plan is really, REALLY *THUMBS UP*. Totally did not expect it was all planned! And somemore saying Livia forgot about meeting, and that Lyna and Fatin were just about to come out from the unit! Guess you’ve learnt some acting skills from all those dramas you’ve been watching, eh? =P Thank you for the lovely birthday wish, in your oh-so-sexy voice! Drink more honey water! :) May we fight through the end of MKM and put up with the soon-to-come many sleepless nights! Thank you for a wonderful 19^th birthday!

Red Goose;
your message in the card REALLY CRACK ME UP!!! Especially your first thoughts of me when you first met me in A-5-9!! HAHAHAHA! And I am not cool okay, I was panicking too when the electricity went off! HAHAH “CALL MR OO!!!!!” Thankyou for always letting me bath first, in the morning, and sometimes letting me sleep more too, when you bath first! Thank you for your broadband, and your Samsung handphone when my phone battery dies. Thank you for ALWAYS trying to make me fat!!! Dont worry, on your birthday, I will make sure you have the most chocolatey cake ever made! =P Thank you very much, Er Er!! May we have more GOSSIP SESSIONS together!! :DDDDD!

Thankyou, to all 5 of you! *BIG SQUEEZE* :)

- 3.40am; 22^nd March 2011. Signing off. :)

This is the reason why my eyes were swollen today :D

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*edit*

Lastly, thank you to everyone who wished me today! And for the birthday card!

Thankyou from the bottom of my heart :)

Self realisation

2011-03-16T00:18:00.003+08:00

Many things happened recently.

At first, I wished it never did - then, there wouldn't be a mess.

I spent these few nights at home. I felt I needed my family's embrace, a warm environment I feel most comfortable in to alleviate my mood and as I cuddled up in my bed late at night (or wayyyy early in the morning), I realised everything that has happened was for the better.

I now know what I am capable of, and have also come to accept my flaws. I was one who would never admit to mistakes, one who would go all out to defend my self righteousness because I thought admitting to mistakes was a show of weakness.

But everyday, we make mistakes. I make mistakes. And because of this very reason, every new day is an opportunity to learn new things.

I am glad whatever happened, happened - mistakes are bound to occur but learning from it is really the thing that matters.

16.03.2011 - I will change for the better :)

Truth is

2011-02-26T02:54:00.001+08:00

I am not who I think I am.

And for that, I am sorry

Motivate Me

2011-02-15T16:33:00.003+08:00

I feel like such a slacker recently...

That vibe I had at the beginning of the new year is gone. That energy to keep moving and not stop. But I stopped.

It's like that cycler at the gym, no matter how tired or worned out you are, you just want to keep on paddling. A moment of break kills the power, the whole machine shuts down and it feels like something that you worked hard for and had so much dreams for at the beginning was useless.

But the moment you hit that 20-minute or 100 calories target, it's as though you've made the greatest achievement ever - a sense of pride for yourself. A victory. And you smile.

My machine has shut down recently. And what's worst - Trials is in 2 months and AS in 3. I need to start the ball rolling again. Though a tad bit slow at the moment... I'll keep paddling.

Because I want to hit that target.

Remember that, Jolyn Tan.

Mind over matter

2011-02-13T02:18:00.006+08:00

The Mind goes against the Heart every time.

Every single bloody time and it is painful, but at the end of the day, the Mind is always right. Because it is rational. It foresees the consequences of the Heart's wants.

The Heart gets hurt, yes, but perhaps it is protected by the Mind from further pain in the future.

And although the Mind may be cold, it makes complete sense. The Heart cannot reason against the Mind's arguments.

So the Mind always get its way and the Heart has no choice but to be strong like it always does.

Perhaps, it is why He made it the strongest organ in the human body.

2012: A Hoax

2011-01-15T12:23:00.003+08:00

I started this year, happy as always, driving out to the best spot (away from the massive jam in town) to catch the fireworks with my family.

There was, no doubt, a tinge of fear building up inside me as I tell myself, "It's 2011 now. A year from 2012"

See, I've always been that person who's afraid of death. Call me kiasi, but yes, I am afraid of death. Perhaps I was born in the wrong country.

I know it's something no one can run away from, but the thought of it gives me the creeps. And the fact that I would probably be nearly half the circumference of Earth away from my family kills me even more.

But, screw all this. 2012 is a hoax - according to NASA anyway (don't ask me how sure I can be, that it isn't a way of the US Gov. to ease the panic in society of a possible apocalypse - it's probably better than believing in a fictional movie and talks of ancient people's prediction, then again, that's just me).

2012: Beginning of the End or Why the World Won't End?
(Courtesy of NASA: Read more Here and Here)

Q: What is the origin of the prediction that the world will end in 2012?

A: The story started with claims that Nibiru, a supposed planet discovered by the Sumerians, is headed toward Earth. This catastrophe was initially predicted for May 2003, but when nothing happened the doomsday date was moved forward to December 2012. Then these two fables were linked to the end of one of the cycles in the ancient Mayan calendar at the winter solstice in 2012 -- hence the predicted doomsday date of December 21, 2012.

Q: Does the Mayan calendar end in December 2012?

A: Just as the calendar you have on your kitchen wall does not cease to exist after December 31, the Mayan calendar does not cease to exist on December 21, 2012. This date is the end of the Mayan long-count period but then -- just as your calendar begins again on January 1 -- another long-count period begins for the Mayan calendar.

Q: Could a phenomena occur where planets align in a way that impacts Earth?

A: There are no planetary alignments in the next few decades, Earth will not cross the galactic plane in 2012, and even if these alignments were to occur, their effects on the Earth would be negligible. Each December the Earth and sun align with the approximate center of the Milky Way Galaxy but that is an annual event of no consequence.

Q: Is there a planet or brown dwarf called Nibiru or Planet X or Eris that is approaching the Earth and threatening our planet with widespread destruction?

A: Nibiru and other stories about wayward planets are an Internet hoax. There is no factual basis for these claims. If Nibiru or Planet X were real and headed for an encounter with the Earth in 2012, astronomers would have been tracking it for at least the past decade, and it would be visible by now to the naked eye. Obviously, it does not exist. Eris is real, but it is a dwarf planet similar to Pluto that will remain in the outer solar system; the closest it can come to Earth is about 4 billion miles.

Q: Maybe we should be asking about Planet X or Eris, not Nibiru. Why does NASA keep secret the orbit of Eris?

A: “Planet X” is an oxymoron when applied to a real object. The term has been used by astronomers over the past century for a possible or suspected object. Once the object is found, it is given a real name, as was done with Pluto and Eris, both of which were at some time referred to as Planet X. If a new object turns out to be not real, or not a planet, then you won’t hear about it again. If it is real, it is not called Planet X.

Eris is one of several dwarf planets recently found by astronomers in the outer solar system, all of them on normal orbits that will never bring them near Earth. Like Pluto, Eris is smaller than our Moon. It is very far away, and its orbit never brings it closer than about 4 billion miles. There is no secret about Eris and its orbit, as you can easily verify by googling it or looking it up in Wikipedia.

Q: Is the Earth in danger of being hit by a meteor in 2012?

A: The Earth has always been subject to impacts by comets and asteroids, although big hits are very rare. The last big impact was 65 million years ago, and that led to the extinction of the dinosaurs. Today NASA astronomers are carrying out a survey called the Spaceguard Survey to find any large near-Earth asteroids long before they hit. We have already determined that there are no threatening asteroids as large as the one that killed the dinosaurs. All this work is done openly with the discoveries posted every day on the NASA NEO Program Office website, so you can see for yourself that nothing is predicted to hit in 2012.

Q: Is there a danger from giant solar storms predicted for 2012?

A: Solar activity has a regular cycle, with peaks approximately every 11 years. Near these activity peaks, solar flares can cause some interruption of satellite communications, although engineers are learning how to build electronics that are protected against most solar storms. But there is no special risk associated with 2012. The next solar maximum will occur in the 2012-2014 time frame and is predicted to be an average solar cycle, no different than previous cycles throughout history.

:)

2011

2011-01-01T02:27:00.001+08:00

A post to commemorate the beginning of a new year.

Whatever happened in 2010, stays in 2010. All that I've accomplished,
and all the mistakes I made will be locked in the year, to serve only
as a memory and perhaps, a lesson. 2011's a new chapter to strive for
better results and higher goals.

With so many activities and a major examintation coming up, I can't
help but to believe 2011's gonna pass by as fast as 2010 - or even
faster.

I only wish for the strength, confidence, motivation and determination
to conquer the ups and downs that are bound to happen in the coming
365 days.

May 2011 be a better year than 2010 for me, and for you.

Here's to a very very happy new year!

xxx

Paranoia

2010-12-23T09:29:00.001+08:00

Please let not this be true.

Please, I beg of you.

Stretching past the limits

2010-12-20T00:17:00.008+08:00

17th December 2010

So I was feeling pretty useless staying at home everyday last week, waking up mid-day and then face the digital face of my laptop the rest of the day. It's the holidays, I'm supposed to do so. But no, at the end of this ~~rainbow~~ holiday, I've to face my 2nd Term Exam.

Term Exam? Big deal!

Yes. It is a big deal.

I dislike having exams right after holidays. It spoils the mood! :( I haven't been studying lately (except for maybe that day when I went to the library...), and I feel extremely guilty about it. Sigh. There're just too many distractions at home. I still wonder how I managed to ban myself from Facebook for months before SPM. It's amazing how a social networking site is able to take over our lives (or in some cases, take lives).

My dearest boss IMed me on Wednesday (if I remember correctly) and we arranged a study day on Friday - 17th December 2010. And I thought - finally! A productive day to come :D

Because I pretty much screwed up my biological clock, I slept at 4am the night before. And woke up at 7.30am.

I followed mummy to work, had a good breakfast - 2 pieces of toast with egg and hot tea - at her office's cafeteria before proceeding to the LRT station to take me to PJ.

Met up with Livia at 10am and off we went to Starbucks. And our study marathon began.

I'm sorry I just...... Facebook is irresistable :(

We stayed at Starbucks for 10 (TEN!) hours. And because we are so kiamsiap, we only order one drink. Bahahahhaha! Oh well. At the very least, we didn't take the free coffee they were giving out that day :P

At 8pm, we went to Coffee Ritual for crepe!

RM14 for Mushroom and Turkey Slice Crepe and a hot cuppa Dinah tea. Reasonable? Reasonable.

What I had in mind after dinner was to return to Starbucks, order a hot chocolate, sit at the balcony and continue studying. Did I mention how bloody cold it was that day? It was bloody cold. We were walking around in our hoodies, driving without air-cond - it was as though we just got back from Genting.

Back to my story. The lady then suggested to go for a movie. And I thought, hm, why not?

Off we went to 1Utama in hopes of getting tickets to watch Due Date. We were deciding whether to go for Due Date or Tron Legacy. But because Livia believed in Robert Downey Jr. (pardon me if I got the spelling wrong), Due Date it was. Next showtime? 11.20pm.

Remaining seats left at 10pm was the two front rows. Hell no. So we waited. And because it's Livia and I, and we had Livia's 5megapixel Samsung phone camera...

5megapixels camera? No. This is the sucky Blackberry camera.

Blackberry should really improve on their cameras. =____=

The Christmas decorations at 1Utama is really cute.

Althought I think it'd be so much cooler if they turned the middle part (see the white floor in the above picture?) into an ice-skating rink. :D

They had miniature shops selling Christmas decorations, gifts, tea, bread, chocolates, etc. Very United Kingdom-ish! I like :D Some shops even have 2 floors! A bit scary la, seeing how the shops looks so flimsy and all. But really, very cute lor!

At 10.30pm, we went back to the cinema... place to get unclaimed reserved tickets. But tickets were only released at 10.50pm. We had 20 minutes.

And so we waited somemore.

And waited.

And waited...

And we were bored. So:

Heh :P

20 minutes passed and off we went to get them poor, unwanted tickets.

There were so many people going for movies that night.

Before the show started, what supposed to be only a 10-minute advertisement period, turned into a 20-minute advertisement period and I regretted agreeing for a movie. I felt so tired and wanted to just sleep.

After the show ended, my cheeks hurt, my throat was dry and I was wide awake.

Due Date is a.w.e.s.o.m.e.

I have never heard of Zach Galifianakis, he is a jerk in the movie, his hairy beer belly is disgusting but he just made it into my list of favourite comedians. And the pug! (Or is it a bulldog? I can't tell...) Oh my god the pug.

Everyone has to watch this movie. But please be aware as there are really, really, REALLY disgusting scenes in it. If you need a laugh, watch this show. It will make your stomach hurt.

The movie ended at about 1am. We went to sleep at... 3. I think.

And the worst part is? We had a meeting at 8 freaking am the next day.

18th December 2010
My alarm went off at 7am. But I slept in until 7.20am. Heh :P

At 8am, had a meeting with the high committee and honestly, I couldn't concentrate. The meeting ended at 10am. I went back to my unit for a nice hot shower while Livia went to Mr. Oo's unit for another meeting. Poor girl :P (please don't kill me!)

After freshing up, went for breakfast at the kopitiam next to my condo. 2 pieces of toast, 2 eggs and hot Milo. Only thing missing was reading material. Planned, initially to buy Reader's Digest from the bookstore across the road, but realised I was short on cash. I've been spending so much :(

Went back to my unit after breakfast and waited until 12pm for Livia to finish her meeting. Awesome being offered to tumpang me all the way to KL :D Thanks, woman. And I'm sorry you had to get stuck in the jam outside Pavilion :|

Fast-walked all the way to Times Square from Lot10 because my phone was flooded with SMSes in capital letters and exclamations marks demanding where the hell I was. =___=

Second study marathon started at 2pm.

Green Tea and Java Chips Frappucino. RM30.

But because we both had laptops in front of us... and wifi... I wasted about an hour plus on Facebook. Writing wall-to-wall posts to a person sitting next to me =________=

BUT! I managed to finish one topic. Mwahahahhaha

At 6pm, walked to Pavilion and waited for mummy to come. Sorry Enthonee, your father left for dinner without you. Then again, if I were your father... I would've too. :P

Shopped a little bit with mummy after Tony left and before daddy came.

Went for steamboat with droopy eyes, and an aching back. I planned to sleep by 11pm.

But you know me.

~~I slept 3 hours past my planned time.~~

Waiting Up

2010-12-16T01:02:00.004+08:00

Here I am again.

1 in the morning, all alone in my living room as I stare at my laptop screen hoping for creative juices to pour out of my Photoshop-rustied brain. Nothing seems to be coming out.

The brother should be back home in an hour's time. I should've already been 1 hour into my sleep. But I'm not. As always

I will then wake up, half a day gone, regret for staying up late but then repeat it again the very night. And all the nights to come. Oh, what am I to do?

At the very least, I was pretty productive today (not that I'm not every other day, but let's just say... less :$). Half a chapter more to study for Economics :D Physics shall be next, then Accounting. Sigh. Much motivation is needed!

And to top it all up, there's MKM to handle in between. Oh, how I love college. No really, I do.

Port Dickson with college mates

P.S: The brother's back!

P.P.S: Note to self - Send advertisement layouts to Daryl.

Finally.

2010-12-15T12:45:00.004+08:00

Nama Calon: Jolyn Tan

1. Dimaklumkan bahawa tuan/puan telah LULUS Ujian Kecacatan, Warna dan Penglihatan.
2. Dimaklumkan bahawa tuan/puan telah LULUS Ujian Bahagian I (Statik).
3. Jumlah markah tuan/puan adalah seperti berikut:

SEKSYEN A: 14/15
SEKSYEN B: 24/25
SEKSYEN C: 9/10
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JUMLAH MARKAH: 47/50

Sekian, terima kasih.

Big smile! :D

Truth be told, I was expecting to see 50/50. I checked them questions 3 times! :(

But oh well.

6-hour Pre-L Talk, here I come! Dreadfully.

I should get back to studying Economics for now. I really, really, really, really feel like going to Starbucks and spend a whole day there.

Bringing back to life

2010-12-15T00:16:00.004+08:00

Hello world.

I know I've abandoned this site for nearly 2 months plus.

But! I'm reviving it (for now) with a notice that, I, Jolyn Tan am about to take the Kurikulum Pendidikan Pemandu Computerised Test in approximately 8 hours! :O

Yes I know I'm the slowest person ~~on earth~~ in my batch to get my Learner's Licence... but

my time was tied up.

Anyhowsssss.

I wish myself goodluck.

Rant

2010-10-10T15:10:00.003+08:00

I don't know if I can trust you.

You seem so real but sometimes your actions say otherwise.

I'm telling myself you're true but people tell me I shouldn't.

What should I do?

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I need to talk to you :(

Kesatuan dalam Kepelbagaian

2010-07-19T23:21:00.003+08:00

College life's getting fun but the exhaustion is still there. Our performance dropped today :( Also, I cannot webcam from the condo :( Sadcase.

My legs hurt and my eyes are droopy.

I need sleep.

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I'm waiting for the day when you'll finally step out and be a man.

Until then, you're annoying the heck out of me.

The Pound Sterling

2010-07-16T22:02:00.004+08:00

Hello world ;)

This was supposed to be penned down ages ago... but it never was. Hahah

Anyways, just to note this down so that in the future, I know what happened in June/July 2010. ;) Currently staying away from home now. Staying near to college. Condo I'm living at is very nice heh. :P No pictures though

School's been... okay I guess. Every single one of us ("the new kids in college") were so stressed the past few weeks over our subject combinations and whatnots. I dropped Further Maths and took up Accounting. So I'm currently taking Maths, Econs, Physics and.. Accounting. Should be alright for my degree. Heh

A big big big thankyou to Ms Satthya and Ms Chee for the subject combination problem! ;)

Thennnnn, life's been pretty tiring nowadays. So busy everyday. Go for class in the morning, finish in the evening then practice for the MKM event until 9 at night. I have to admit it's fun and all, but... tired la :(

Full practice starts next week. Practice every single day :O

Will be helping out for Open Day tomorrow. Have to skip watching debate at Taylors :(

On a happier note: Finally finished Malaysian Studies! :D:D:D:D!!! Hopefully nothing goes wrong :/

I'm so sorry I'm so random. I'm just saying everything that comes out of this tiny brain of mine.

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH. Bought a cheongsam yesterday!

NICE NOT NICE NOT :P 3 are my housemates, one is a.... er. condo-mate :D hehh

That is all. Till next time :)

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I tried but you got me down.

So I'll stop.

Wind

2010-07-02T14:08:00.006+08:00

My deepest condolences goes out to you, your family and girlfriend.

I may not know you, on a personal basis, but through a friend, I felt a loss. Perhaps not as impactful as what our mutual friend is going through, but I feel something. A heartache.

I'm never good at this. So to you, I'm sorry I can't make you feel better. I really want to :(

Life.
Like a candlelight, it truly is.

:)

2010-06-25T23:26:00.003+08:00

There's nothing I can do,
A total eclipse of the heart.

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:)

>: (

2010-06-21T16:21:00.005+08:00

I'm sick and tired of your stupid game.

Just leave me alone godammit.

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Soon. I'll be on my own.

Rant

2010-05-30T00:45:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry I haven't got the guts to start.

I truly am sorry.

Holding On

2010-05-26T00:51:00.003+08:00

It feels so unreal.

It seems so fragile.

I still can't call it my own.

I don't dare to.

On The Road

2010-03-28T13:18:00.001+08:00

Currently on the way back to the city of lights. Eh wait. Is KL the city of lights?

Anyway. I'm bored. :D the weather is so hot in the northern regions of Malaysia.

Today was a fairytale is on the radio! Random.

Classes start tomorrow :D kinda excited, kinda not. I have like 4 hours break tomorrow. And during that 4 hours break, my friend has Bio class. :( and I can't go to the library nor can I go to the computer lab because I don't have my student card yet. Gah. Who's willing to fetch me go lepak tomorrow? Pretty please :D

I'm in a dilemma now. Should I go for that Anugerah Cemerlang thing on Tuesday. I have to skip maths :/ but I dapat money lol!

Sigh.

Ok bye :D

Please.

2010-03-09T19:43:00.005+08:00

If what she said happens to be true, here's a word of advice:

don't flatter yourself.

Coffee Mug

2010-02-25T21:36:00.005+08:00

Credits to Vicky for pictures

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Life so far:

Meet the members of my class. Not all are here but most of them are hahah. Woman in red sweater holding the behind the yellow paper is zee Math Lecturer. She plays Mafia Wars, DotA, Counterstrike and whatnots o.o

Person holding the sign is Vicky. =D

During Bio tutorial. Man holding pen is my kickass Bio lecturer. And me. With Wazi demonstrating how different proteins come together to form enzyme's active sites using the OHP's cable and 6 highlighters. Chunted.

This was during either Mechanics or Chemistry lecture breaktime. That empat orang behind are posers who pose when others are sleeping.

Chemistry Lab: some experiment on D.O. in water samples. Sum and Kuhan has nothing better to do. Spot my Chem Lecturer.

And this was today. At the FCI block. Lunch. RM 3.80 Yee Mee. RM 1 Mineral Water. Whole class. Minus some yang tatau hilang pergi dunia mana

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Courtesy of man holding pen

=D

2010-02-20T14:56:00.004+08:00

Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
Your view on yourself:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are intelligent
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Honest
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Sweet
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are friendly to everybody
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Don't like conflict
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Because you're so cheerful
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Fun people are naturally attracted to you
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Like to talk to you
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are a true romantic
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : When you are in love
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You will do anything
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Everything to keep your love true
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship
The seriousness of your love:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So you will find yourself with plenty of dates
Your views on education:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Education is very important in life
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You want to study hard
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Learn as much as you can
The right job for you:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You're a practical person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Will choose a secure job with a steady income
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Knowing what you like to do is important
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Find a regular job doing just that
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You'll be set for life
How do you view success:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Success in your career is not the most important thing in life
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are content with what you have
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working
What are you most afraid of:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are afraid of things that you cannot control
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel

=D

Notes to Self

2010-02-20T11:27:00.004+08:00

1. Study: Chem test - Tuesday, 5-6pm Chapters 1-3
2. Study: Mechanics test - Thursday, 5-6pm Chapters 1-4
3. Read Chem Practical 2
4. Draw mindmap for Chem Practical 2
5. Write up Chemistry full report (Practical 2)
6. Read Mechanics Practical 2 (3?)
7. Read Bio Practical 3
8. Complete Bio assignment ASAP : due date - 26.02.10
9. Complete CT assignment ASAP2 : due date - 4/5 weeks later
10. Print Week 6 lecture notes & tutorials
11. Study: Math test - Week 7

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~~12. Prepare self for D-Day~~

I hope

2010-02-17T14:13:00.002+08:00

that it'll work.

Spock

2010-02-08T14:16:00.004+08:00

I watched Star Trek yesterday, hence, the title. =D =D

And I have to admit, Star Trek is actually nice! Shit I feel thrice a geek now = =

Anyway.

Bro fetched me to college today, and we were stuck in a jam for like an hour. Hitz.fm was spamming Kris Allen's song the whole morning = =

Because we were so bored in the car, we actually debated about "beaming" (those who watch Star Trek should know =D)

Anyhow. To those who didn't. Beaming is like a transporting thingah thing. It's like Jumper but you need a beaming pad and some kind of machine la.

We started this topic because my bro all of a sudden said, "You know. I wish I can beam you straight to PJ and I don't have to get stuck in this @#&#ing jam. Eh. If I actually get to invent this beaming device, I'll be super rich wei."

After that, we started debating about the pros and cons of beaming in our world = =. Him, mostly supporting and I, mostly against it. LOL

Gosh.

I FINISHED CLASS EARLY TODAY =D =D =D I only had an hour's lecture for Maths :D

I have Bio test on Wednesday which sucks =(

Sigh.

I wanna go on holiday la =( Someone take me?

Gonna have a date with Mr. Campbell and Ms. Reece now. Bye =(

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHA

shit i'm a startrek fan now

It's All in Vain

2010-02-03T21:52:00.004+08:00

You know what the worst part is?

I won't even be needing it in a year's time.

Thanks Ian =D

Sem 1 Week 2

2010-01-29T19:32:00.004+08:00

Week 2 just ended.

I'm getting used to life in the university that doesn't rest. =D

On Monday we had Chemistry Lab and we made barium (II) sulphate! =D

Filtering the filtrate to get the precipitate.

ok if your eyes are really sharp, there is no filtration going on. I only took this whilst waiting for the salt to dry. Haha xD

Drying zee salts

The product! :D

Don't ask me why the salt is yellow. It's not supposed to be. Maybe hangus-ed already =P

Oh sorry I forgot about Sunday LOL. Went back to school on Sunday for a SJAM Photoshoot. I hope the picture turns out nice =/

Nothing much happened la throughout the whole week. I like have a routine already = =

Wake up at 6am, leave for college at 7.00, reach college 2 hours before class, wait for class, go to class, get hungry in class, go for lunch, go for class, get hungry in class again (I don't know why I'm so hungry nowadays), breaktime, go for class, end class, go home, sleep, wake up, dinner, online, sleep.

=D

Of all the lectures I've attended, I'd say Bio's lecture's the best eventhough I loathe the subject. =D Week 1 CT lecture fun la, but 2nd week's was so dull = =

We learnt about how to argue. The right way. = = With premises, conclusions and whatnots. Then at the end of the lecture Ms. V gave us this puzzle to solve and I was so bloody excited I got to solve it = = Like YH! HAHAHHAHHA xD

Anyhoo, after class went to Time Square with YH, Vicky and Yeewen. Watched the ToothFairy. It's super awesome weyh hahahh. Super funny to see Dwayne Johnson in a tutu = =! AND in that highpitched voice when he shrank. LOL

Eh I hungry already (see?!). Will continue another day.

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Actually I'll just be honest and say, no I won't be continuing this blog post because I'm lazy like that =D

Vee

2010-01-21T23:51:00.004+08:00

I did my very first assignment today. (lol I'm recording every bit of this college jimbo)

Biology. I don't know why but it scares me. Got to start being the library's regular visitor now.

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Today. Is Thursday. Hee =D

Started class 9am. I like Critical Thinking. I like how it makes you think. How... it makes us realise who we are when we weren't aware of it. The slides goes on and you're like, "I'm like that ><" But God knows how the exam is gonna be like. I wanna be in Group 3-slash-4 la for CT. I heard there's a student who's very active in the class and is very smart and has cornered Ms. V multiple times already lol Anyhoo. After CT Lecture was Chemistry Tutorial. There were no tutorials. lol. Zee lecturer asked us about our courses and believe me, half of the class got whacked by him. He asked us why we chose that particular course, and most can't answer him or gave reasons that were not related to their course and thus, got whacked by Mr. Lecturer. Mr. Lecturer let us out early so we had like.. 2 hours to spare before the next class = = Ah Tang, Wong and moi went to PB block to meet Zhi Wei who was at the library then went to PC to buy textbooks. Omg do not get me started on the textbooks man. So gila expensive okayyyyyyyy! =( Me pokai liao =( I only ordered two books and it costs me like RM157. Sigh. Education. Stil wondering whether or not I should get Physics. My brother has a Physics textbook but it isn't the same one. The contents are pretty similar though. =/ Thennnnnn, met Joshua whilst we were exiting PC block. Because we had so much time to spare, we went to explore (chewah) the blocks. There's a gym weyhh =D Shall go there next time after class hehe. It only opens at 3pm though, so we didn't get to look inside. Hopefully students don't need to pay monthly fees la =D Lepas itu, we returned to PB and went to the library to study. lol We were all reading Bio books at first then Tang and Wong got bored and then they read Sun Tzi's Art of War. LOL Oh and I sesat-ed in the library too = =

I like my Bio lecturer. He's funny as hell. (okla shutupla. I know hell isn't funny = =)
He looks a LOT like Anthony too. LOL

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I just came from CS's blog.

I've never been, never been this close

Love that song =)

Of Rational Numbers and Irrational Numbers

2010-01-19T18:36:00.004+08:00

College is boring.

So far, I've attended Chem, Mechanics and Maths. Critical thinking on Thursday I think. God knows what we're learning in CT = = And I have 4 hours of Bio tomorrow. Die.

Chemistry Practical was nice. Mr. Teh is funny. Sorta.
Mechanics okla. Just that I got lost when Ms. Aimi went into "Dot Products and Cross Products". Anyone wish to enlighten me on that topic?
Maths is okay.

My handwriting is ugly as hell. Yes I know I keep complaining about my handwriting but it really is! =( My class rep's a very nice person =D haha

Anyhow.

Yesterday was tiring. Finished class at 3pm, went to PD block to meet YH and AnnSin. Then waited like. 2 hours for the bus to LRT station. = =

Moi at PD

Moi and YH at PD

Moi, YH and AnnSin at PD

Upon reaching the train station, YH left her file in the bus and we had to take a taxi back to PA to retrieve her file and then back to station. Costed us RM11 = =

Went to me mom's office then got home at about.. 9pm.

Tomorrow I'll be spending a full day at college. Sigh.

Sem 1 Week 1

2010-01-13T22:24:00.004+08:00

So as you know. Or... may not know.

I've started colllege. And first week was boring as hell. The talks were very informative la, but like.. one can only absorb THAT much per day.

The seniors in the orientation committee are hella funny though. At least there were some entertainments in between.

Had Mass Call yesterday. Today was all talks. So yeah, it got a tad bit too torturing.

Tomorrow'll be the ice-breaking thingah thing. Should be fun.

PLUS! YeenHoong's joining tomorrow, woots!!!!!! =DDDDDDD Ok I damn happy now LOL

ANYWAY. Met some new people, yes. Made new friends, yes. Took LRT home on my own, yes. Took me bloody 2 hours to get home whatshits.

Oh and today, I think I saw a Primary 1 friend from my first primary school. She looks oddly familiar.. but I daren't ask. Nanti malu aje.

Anyhows. More to come =D

p.s: Who's going KitYann's house!!!!!!!!!!

Memoir

2010-01-08T19:43:00.004+08:00

Got back from Genting at 12pm.

Went straight to school to check out the magazine because Miss Editor text me early in the morning that it's out. Got panic attack okay when walking to school. It's like everyone's holding it and what if it sucks.

BUT!

It's not bad la in my opinion =D heeeeeeeeee
They printed the wrong front cover though = =
But teacher said they had to print that because of the cluster status. Woots

My lips are so dry now.

I thought about something to blog about just now but I forgot what it was. Hm.

Will blog when I remember what it was.

College starts next week =( Okla fine, it's just orientation but still. Got to wake up early now =(
But I damn happy got kawan on first day heehee.

Okla I think I have the mood to study already. Fun's over. Education begins.

Semester 1, please be nice!

The Big Bang Theory is awesome. Funniest nerds around.
Serious shit, it'll make you laugh 'til you cry. I like Sheldon. He's so cute and funny =D

Eh I don't like lah. Why my blogging so messy already? My handwriting is shits too

It is Tuesday

2010-01-05T00:41:00.002+08:00

"Accept the past as past, without denying it or discarding it"

- Morrie Schwartz

=)

YPC

2010-01-04T10:35:00.003+08:00

It feels weird somehow, not having to wake up early for school.
It feels weird somehow, going on holiday when it's not the holidays.
It feels weird somehow, having to write 10 rather than 09.
It feels weird somehow, not knowing what's happening and what's buzzing.
It feels weird somehow, that I'll be meeting new people very soon.
It feels weird somehow, having to be in a new environment far too soon.

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I want my school magazine. I dreamt I got it last night =D But it was blue in colour and has the words "Yayasan Pendidikan Cheras" written all over. Whatshit.

I hope it turns out nice... =|

Late Resos

2010-01-01T23:11:00.004+08:00

*edit*

01012010 has already ended, and I've not done my resolutions.

Okay okay, let's start.

In 2010, I will

1. worry less
2. be more environmental friendly - that means no more plastics to school to tapao food =D I will get my own Tupperware okayyyyyyy
3. not swear (shit does not count as swearing okay)
4. enjoy life - this goes under point no. 1
5. think more about "me" then "them" or "they" or anything else that is not "me" lahhh - would you believe it if I told you I got said at for not thinking about myself but thinking for others? Whatshit (point no.3)
6. blog more often - yes, yes, yes I will =D
7. try to get a GPA of 3.900 for 1st sem
8. be more active, physically
9. be more active, socially
10. be less active, mentally

Yer. My list is so messy. Tsk tsk.

I have a tendency to rewrite it but. Nevermind I will leave it as it is. =)

What are your New Year's Resolutions?

Fresh Start

2009-12-30T15:29:00.004+08:00

The blog's emptied.

I am renewed.

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High school was great. Went to Permaisuri in Form 1. Met a whole bunch of great people whom I no longer have contact to. Okay, I do, but I don't talk to them that much anymore =(

Shifted to SBS whhere one hella rollercoaster ride began. Hyperbole much. First friend was Siew Han. Then, was part of the New Zealanders group, named by Sir Khairi. Until today, I don't understand why New Zealand?

I remember the first time I walked into 1B, a swarm of girls came up to me (lol) and started introducing themselves while I stood there dumbfounded. Amongst them were Vicky, Phui Ping and Phui Yuk. Can't really remember who else was there. I was known as the bookworm in 1B.

One year passed and on I moved to 2B. Got to know Miss Sin (I realised long after that I never knew her when I was in 1B). Created the HotDogs and Tails Family. Don't remember much of life in the 2nd Form. The only part I remember was Sir Khairi made the whole class do a drama of The Phantom of the Opera and I was bloody Christine Daae.

Form 3 was all about PMR. It was all about study, study and study. Miss Sin and I made The Study List and she always ajak-ed me to burn the midnight oil with her. I never got pass 1am. Never.

I still remember Miss Sin screaming on results day.

Part of Form 4 was horrible. I was always moody in school that I scared people sometimes *hint*. Nevertheless, the experience gained was all good. I learnt how to make your own team shirt. I learnt how to use SolidEdge. I learnt how to call big companies and ask for petite donations.

Life in Jelebu wasn't all that bad either. Yes, the mattreses were disgusting. Yes, the canteen was too. But the kids there were so nice. And cute. And alahhh just very nice la. Met many people but kept in touch with only some.

Form 5 was hectic. All I remember throughout the whole year was books, studying, more books, more studying. There came a part I was just so tired of studying that I didn't want to pursue a degree anymore. But I got over it and am starting college (actually it's uni?) in 2 weeks time =)

But I don't wanna start so soon =( I want to work lahh dammit

Alright, gotta run. LadyJubJub's begging me for food

Aww so cute kan? =D

Har har did you notice my last tweet was 99 days ago?