I envy you.

When I've already been over this a period of time ago, the thought came back to me. Why didn't I do it? Why did I contemplate? Why did I let it go?

That feeling when you know you got it right - I miss it. Some would say, what I'm doing now is pretty much the same. Somehow, it isn't. The joy isn't the same. The euphoric moment just isn't there.

Often I read and hear about others and their passion, how they know what they want and what they love and I thought pffft. Please.

But today? Today, I found mine.

I found that passion. I found me. And I'm going to go for it.

It's time I stop belittling myself.

The next few years? Lets think of it as a little diversion. I'll get there one day. I'll be doing what I want to do.